I dropped a plate the other day, and it broke in million shards.
I relapsed and cut my hips yesterday, and blood was everywhere.
I hit my head on the door frame of my sisters tree house, and hurt my head.
But,
When I broke that plate, I didn't cry, I just cleaned up the glass and went upstairs to listen to Welcome to The Show by Britt Nicole.
When I cut, I cleaned up and went to my room to listen to U.N.I by Ed Sheeran.
When I hit my head, I just went inside to listen to When She Cries by Britt Nicole.
Because,
Music saves me, it keeps me together.
Music saves me, it makes me better.
Music saves me, it makes me know I'm not alone.
You see the knife, but you ignore it the best you can.
You have the dream of being the skinny, pretty person, but you ignore it the best you can.
You have the swimming visions of drinks, but you ignore it the best you can.
Sometimes,
You can't ignore it, so you grab that knife and cut away, not caring for the blood thats shed.
You give in and stop eating for a long time, not caring that your dying inside.
You go buy three bottles of vodka and drink away, drowning any and all sorrow and troubles.
But,
Its just relapse, honey, I don't hate you.
It happens to anyone else, just like you.
You just have to know that people slip up.
Peopl
If you see a girl, or a guy even, cutting anywhere on their body, grab the razor, or blade they use and fling it in the trash.
Then hold their hands.
Say everything about them you love.
Like their eyes, their brains, or their face shape.
Then hug them.
Make them promise not to ever cut anywhere on their body, holding up their hands.
Brooke used to cut.
She told Skylar, when they were at the park, alone.
Skylar told her she was ashamed of her, for not telling her before.
Brooke hasn't cut for 2 years.
She hasn't relasped, yet.
If you didn't cut last night, I'm glad for you.
If you ate your dinner, I'm so happy for you.
If you didn't purge last night, I knew you could do it.
If you said no to a cigarette or a drink, your a angel.
But,
THE ACCOUNT IS ALLL MINNNNEEEEE! Skylar can't be on here much anyway, seeing she has wedding stuffs to do, Jack just lost intrest, and then theres me. Brooke!
Yep. Being a completely mature person, I was jumping into a pool at my friends house, and I slammed my foot on the bottom of it. Now I has a cast, its blue! Hopefully this heals well!
WEEEE'REEE BACKKKKK!
Hey guys! Guess what? SKYLAR IS ENGAGEEDDDDD!
Brooke! I was gonna say that, since I'M SKYLAR!
This is what I have to deal with....
Anyways, we're alive and going to take questions from now until I say so! So ask us, please?